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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    6:43 pm
    @@@@@Rhett was silent what seemed to her a
    @@@@@Rhett was silent what seemed to her a very
    long
    timeThen he spoke, and hisvc! cc was heavy with sorrowShe
    deserved better than me, better d2 life granted her
    Anne had a quiet bravery and strength that puts every so-called hero
    to
    shame I was more than half crazy about that timeYou'd gone, and
    no one knew where you wereI believed you were punishing me, so
    to
    punish you, and to prove that I didn't care about your leaving, I got
    the divorce Rhett stared into space, unseeinghe prayed he hadn't hurt Anne, he saidNe'd
    searched his memory and hissoul, and he could find no willful hurt
    She
    was too young, and she loved him too much, to suspect that
    tenderness
    and affection were only the shadows of a man's lovinghe would
    never
    know what blame he should take for marrying her
    One of the injustices of the world was that it was so easy to make the
    innocent and caring ones happy with so littleScarlett put her head
    on his shoulder"It's a lot, making somebody happy," she said"I
    didn't understand that until Cat was bornI didn't understand a lot
    of thingsSomehow, I learned from her Rhett rested his cheek on
    her
    head"You've changed, ScarlettI have to get to
    know you all over again
    "I have to get to know you, periodI never did, even when we were
    togetherI'll do better this time, I promise
    "Don't try too hard, you'll wear me
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    6:47 pm
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    “It's still alive,” Kyle grunted
    “Which is why I'm not asking for your death,” Ian snapped back“But you can't live here
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    Ian stared at his brother for a moment, then sat on the tiffany diamond ground beside me again
    “But he could get caught, and we'd have no idea,” Brandt protested, rising to his feet“He'll
    lead them back here, and we'd have no warning
    There was a murmur through the room
    Kyle glared at Brandt“They'll never get me alive
    “Then it's gucci fashion a death sentence after all,” someone muttered at the same time that Andy said, “You
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    “One at a time,” Jeb warned
    “I've survived on the outside before,” Kyle said angrily
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    voices–they were just hissing whispers“What did Kyle do wrong? Nothing
    Jeb took a step toward the voice, glowering
    “She's not one of us,” someone else protested
    Ian started to rise again
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    6:50 pm
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    Red looked up irritably"What the hell you gonna use for money? I thought you lost it all up on the hill They had been playing poker every day"Listen, Red," he confided, "they ain't ever a time when Ah been brokeAh don't claim to be no poker player, but Ah'll bet ya they ain't many men who can say they busted me in a game Actually chanel silver he had lost all his money, but an obscure pride kept him from admitting itAt this moment, Wilson was not thinking of what he would do if he could find some whisky without having the money to purchase itHe was interested only in finding the whiskyJus' lemme see some likker, he thought, an' Ah'll fin' a way to drink it
    He got up and kelly bag hermes walked awayIn about fifteen minutes he returned grinningHe sat down beside Croft and Martinez, and began to poke at the ground with a twig he was holding"Listen," he said, "they's a little ole mess sergeant here who's got a still out in the woods yonderAh was talkin' to him, and Ah manipilated him into settin' us a price
    "How much?" chanel fake Croft asked
    "Well, Ah'll tell ya," Wilson said, "it's kinda highHe been usin' canned peaches and apricots and raisins with lots of sugar and yeastHe let me sample it, an' it's goddam good
    "How much?" Croft asked again
    "Well, now, he wants twenty-five of them pounds for three canteens fullAh never could figger out them damn pounds, chanel watch j12 but Ah reckon it ain't much over fifty dollarsIt's all of eighty bucksThat's pretty steep for jus' three canteens"Yeah, but then what the hell, we're jus' gonna get our haids blown off tomorrow He paused and then added, "Ah tell ya, we can get Red and Gallagher in on it, and then it jus' makes five pound apiece 'cause they'll be five of omega de ville u
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    6:51 pm
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    cheering itself hoarse, and it kept cheering until the band came before
    them, when silence fellIt was a small band, only two drummers and
    two men playing pennywhistles and one man playing a sweet, highpitched
    cornetBut they were dressed in gray, with gold sashes and bright
    brass buttonsAnd in front of them a man with one arm was holding
    the
    staff of the Confederate flag in his motorcycle balenciaga remaining handThe Stars and
    Bars
    was honorably tattered, and it was being paraded again through
    Peachtree StreetThroats were too choked with emotion to utter
    cheersScarlett felt tears on her cheeks, but they were not tears of
    defeat, they were tears of prideSherman's men had burned Atlanta,
    the Yankees had pillaged Georgia, but they hadn't been able to destroy
    the SouthShe saw tears like hers on the faces of the women, hermes purse and
    the
    men, in front of herEveryone had lowered umbrellas to stand
    bare-headed to honor the flagThey stood tall and proud, exposed to
    the cold rain, for a long timeThe band was followed by a column of
    Confederate veterans in the ragged butternut homespun uniforms
    they'd
    come home inThey marched to "Dixie" as if they were young men
    again,
    and the rain-soaked Southerners watching them found their voices to
    cheer and clutch prada whistle and let out the chilling, rousing cry that was the
    Rebel YellThe cheering lasted until the veterans were out of
    sight
    Then umbrellas swung upward and people began to leaveThey'd
    forgot
    ten Rex, and Twelfth NightThe high point of the parade had come
    and
    gone, leaving them wet and chilled but exalted
    Scarlett heard it from dozens of smiling mouths as people passed her
    gate"There's more parade to come," she said chanel fake to some of them
    "Can't top 'Dixie,' can it?" they repliedEven
    she didn't feel interested in seeing the floats, and she'd worked very
    hard on hersSpent a lot of money, too, on crepe paper and tinsel
    that the rain must have ruinedAt least she could sit down to watch
    now, that was somethingShe didn't want to tire herself out when
    tonight was the Masquerade BallTen endless minutes dragged by
    before
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    6:42 pm
    @@@@@“But that’s not what we’re talking about,
    @@@@@“But that’s not what
    we’re talking about, is it?”
    “You might say it’s a variation on the theme
    “It’s a musician’s term
    “Then get to the main symphonic line, AlexHe told me that he thinks he’s found a cave—his word, not
    mine—where he’s convinced he can track the JackalHe didn’t say where it is, and God knows
    when he’ll call me again
    “I sent our man at the embassy over to the Pont-Royal, asking for SimonWhat they told you is
    trueSimon checked in, went out, and never came backWhere is he?”
    “Staying out of sightBernardine had an idea, but it blew up in his faceHe thought he could
    quietly close in on Bourne by circulating the license number of the rental car, but it wasn’t picked
    up at the garage and we both agree it won’t beHe doesn’t trust anybody now, not even me, and
    considering his history, he has every right not to
    Holland’s eyes were cold and angry“You’re not lying to me, are you, Conklin?”
    “Why would I lie at a time like this, about a friend like this?”
    “That’s not an answer, it’s a question
    “Then no, I’m not lyingI don’t know where he is And, in truth, Alex did not
    “So your idea is to do nothing
    “There’s nothing we can doSooner or later he’ll call me
    “Have you any idea what a Senate investigating committee will say a couple of weeks or months
    down the road when all this explodes, and it will explode? We covertly send a man known to be
    ‘Jason Bourne’ over to Paris, which is as close to Brussels as New York is to Chicago—”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    206
    “Closer, I think
    “Thanks, I need thatThe illustrious commander of NATO is assassinated with said ‘Jason
    Bourne’ taking credit for the kill, and we don’t say a goddamned thing to anybody! Jesus, I’ll be
    cleaning latrines on a tugboat!”
    “But he didn’t kill him
    “You know that and I know that, but speaking of his history, there’s a little matter of mental
    illness that’ll come out the minute our clinical records are subpoenaed
    “It’s called amnesia; it has nothing to do with viole
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    6:42 pm
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    And almost every night when the sun went down, I
    drew the sunsetI knew sunsets were a cliché, and
    that's why I did themIt seemed to me that if I
    could break through that wall of been-there-donethat
    even once, I might be getting somewhereSo I
    piled up picture after picture, and none of them
    looked like muchI tried overlaying Venus Yellow
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    with Venus Orange again, but subsequent efforts
    didn't workThe sullen furnace-glow was always
    missingEach sunset was only a penciled piece of
    shit where the colors said I'm trying to tell omega sale you
    the horizon's on fireYou could undoubtedly have
    bought forty better ones at any sidewalk art show
    on a Saturday in Sarasota or Venice BeachI saved
    some of those drawings, but I was so disgusted
    with most of them that I threw them away
    One evening after another bunch of failures, once
    again watching the top arc of the sun disappear,
    leaving that flush of Halloween color trailing
    behind, I thought: It was the shipThat was what
    gave my first one a little sip of magicHow the
    sunset seemed to be shining right through it
    Maybe, but white chanel watch there was no ship out there now to
    break the horizon; it was a straight line with
    darkest blue below and brilliant orange-yellow
    above, fading to a delicate greenish shade I could
    see but not duplicate, not out of my meager box of
    colored pencils
    There were twenty or thirty photo printouts
    scattered around the feet of my easelMy eye
    happened on a close-up of a sophora necklace
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    Looking at it, my phantom right arm began to itch
    I clamped my yellow pencil between my teeth, bent
    over, picked up the sophora photo, and studied dolce sale it
    The light was failing now, but only by degrees -
    the upper room I called Little Pink held light for
    a long time - and there was more than enough to
    admire the details; my digital camera took
    exquisite close-ups
    Without thinking about what I was doing, I clamped
    the photo to the edge of the easel and added the
    sophora bracelet to my sunsetI worked quickly,
    first sketching - really nothing more than a
    series of arcs, that's sophora - and then coloring:
    brown overlaying black, then a bright dab of
    yellow, the remains of one flowerI tiffany toggle heart remember my
    concentration being fined down to a brilliant cone,
    the way it sometimes was in the early days of my
    business, when every building (every bid, really)
    was make or breakI remember clamping a pencil in
    my mouth once again at some point, so I could
    scratch at the arm that wasn't there; I was always
    forgetting the lost part of meWhen distracted
    and carrying something in my left hand, I
    sometimes reached out with my right one to open a
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    6:46 pm
    @@@@@ I grabbed his shoulders with both hands and
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    I grabbed his shoulders with both hands and pulled him to me“Oh, Jamie!”
    “Did ya miss me?”
    “Just a tiny bitWhere is everyone? Is everyone home? Is everyone okay?” Besides Jamie,
    Trudy was the only person here who was back from the raidEveryone else in the little
    crowd–Lucina, Ruth Ann, Kyle, Travis, Violetta, Reid–was welcoming them home
    “Everyone's back and well,” Trudy assured me
    My eyes swept the big cave“Where are they?”
    “Uh… getting cleaned up, unloading…”
    I wanted to offer my help–anything that would get me to where Jared was so I could see with
    my own eyes that he was safe–but I knew I wouldn't be allowed to see where the goods were
    coming in
    “You look like you need a bath,” I told Jamie, rumpling his dirty, knotted hair without letting
    go of him
    “He's supposed to go lie down,” Trudy said
    “Trudy,”Jamie muttered, giving her a dark look
    Trudy glanced at me quickly, then looked away
    “Lie down… ?” I stared at Jamie, pulling back to get a good look at himHe didn't seem
    tired–his eyes were bright, and his cheeks flushed under his tanMy eyes raked over him once
    and then froze on his right leg
    There was a ragged hole in his jeans a few inches above his kneeThe fabric around the hole
    was a dark reddish brown, and the ominous color spread in a long stain all the way to the cuff
    Blood,Melanie realized with horror
    “Jamie! What happened?”
    “Thanks, Trudy
    “She was going to notice soon enoughC'mon, we'll talk while you limp
    Trudy put her arm under his and helped him hop forward one slow step at a time, keeping his
    weight on his left leg
    “Jamie, tell me what happened!” I put my arm around him from the other side, trying to carry as
    much of his weight as I could
    “It's really stupidnd it could have happened here“I tripped with a knife in my han
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    6:51 pm
    @@@@@ He was silent, and then blurted out
    @@@@@ He was silent, and then blurted out suddenly, "You don't think she coulda been lying to me, do ya?"
    "Naw, she wasn't," Red said"Naw, she didn't lie, but people change, you know
    "Not her," Wyman said"It was different with us His voice expressed the frustration he felt at being unable to put his feeling into words
    Red thought of the mother Wyman would have to support if he married his girl, and he had a quick elliptic knowledge of everything that would contain- -- the arguments, the worries over money, the grinding extinction of their youth until they would look like the people who walked by them in the park -- it was all clear to RedIt would not be this girl for Wyman but it would be some other, and it did not matter because both girls would look the same in thirty years and Wyman would never amount to very muchHe saw a future vista of Wyman's life, and rebelledHe wanted to be able to tell Wyman something more comforting than the fact that it didn't matterBut he could think of nothing, and he settled back in his blankets"Aaah, you better try to sleep it off, kid," he said
    "Yeah, okay," Wyman murmured
    Like a relapsing fever, Red had again the familiar ache of age and sadness and wisdom

    Croft and Martinez had not received any mail either; they never got any
    Ridges was given a letter from his fatherIt was written laboriously on coarse ruled paper into which the pencil lines had cut deeplyRidges gave it to Goldstein to read for him
    It went: Dere Son, we one and al of us miss you, the crop was harvest, and we made som little money, enuff to kepe us, Thank the LordSim grew prette near haff a foot and your other brothers and sisters are kepeing him compeny, ma is felling pretty goodOld man Henry lost his 3 acres, it is a shaim, but the company will not take a no for a answerWe appreshate the monee you sent, you are a gud son, we al saye that
    "That's a mighty fine letter," Ridges said when Goldstein had finished"Pa writes a nice hand
    "It's a very nice letter," Goldstein saidHe read over again the last lines of one of the letters his wife had sent
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    6:51 pm
    @@@@@ There was something so unfriendly about the
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    There was something so unfriendly about the darkThe cavernous
    station in Charleston was poorly litScarlett craned her neck,
    searching for her aunts or for a coachman who might be their servant,
    looking for herWhat she saw instead were a half dozen more soldiers
    in blue uniform, carrying guns slung over their shoulders"Miss
    Scarlett-" Pansy tugged on her sleeve"There's soldiers
    everywhere
    The young maid's voice was quaveringHer fear forced Scarlett to
    appear brave"Just act like they're not here at all, PansyThey
    can't hurt you, the War's been over for practically ten years She gestured to the porter who was pushing the cart with her
    luggage"Where would I find the carriage that's meeting me?" she
    asked haughtilyHe led the way outside, but the only vehicle there
    was a ramshackle buggy with a swaybacked horse and a dishevelled
    black
    driverScarlett's heart sank
    Suppose her aunts were out of town? They went to Savannah to visit
    their father, she knewSuppose her telegram was just sitting on the
    front stoop of a dark, empty house? She drew in a long breath
    She didn't care what the story was, she had to get away from the
    station and the Yankee soldiersI'll break a window to get into the
    house if I have toWhy shouldn't I? I'll just pay to get it fixed
    the same way I paid to fix the roof for them and everything else
    She'd been sending her aunts money to live on ever since they lost all
    of theirs during the War"Put my things in that hack," she ordered
    the porter, "and tell the driver to get down and help youI'm going
    to the Battery The magic word "Battery" had exactly the effect she
    hoped forBoth driver and porter became respectful and eager to be
    of
    serviceSo it's still the most fashionable address in Charleston,
    Scarlett thought with reli
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    6:43 pm
    @@@@@ “Always first!” exclaimed the Belgian“For
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    “Always first!” exclaimed the Belgian“For their schooling is suspiciousWill they doubt? Will
    they think when they are paid only to follow orders? Oh, no, mon ami, I would not emphasize
    your érudition
    “Let it come out gradually,” added Bourne“When they need it, not when you want to offer it
    “Bien!” cried Maurice“He knows what he’s talking aboutA true légionnaire!”
    “Can you fight?” asked Jason“Could you go after someone to kill him?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    223
    “Ah killed mah feeancee and her two brothers and a cousin, all with a knife and my bare hands
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    Bourne remembered the newspaper headlines of only weeks ago, as he stared at the face of the
    young American“Go for the Legion,” he said
    “If push comes to shove, MrFran?ois, could I use you as a reference?”
    “It wouldn’t help you, young man, it might only hurtIf you’re pressed, just tell the truthIt’s
    your credentials
    “Aussi bien! He knows the LegionThey will not take maniacs if they can help it, but they—how
    do you say it, Fran?ois?”
    “Look the other way, I thinkThey look the other way when there are—encore, Francois?”
    “When there are extenuating circumstances
    “See? My friend Francois also has brainsI wonder how he survived
    “By not showing them, Maurice
    A waiter wearing about the filthiest apron Jason had ever seen clapped the Belgian on the nec
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    6:43 pm
    @@@@@But then I closed my eyes and saw Pam
    @@@@@But then I
    closed my eyes and saw Pam sitting on the bed -
    some bed - in her panties, with a bra-strap lying
    across her leg like a dead snake
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    That evening I didn't watch the sunset from Little
    PinkI left my crutch leaning against the corner
    of the house, limped down the beach, and walked
    into the water until I was up to my kneesThe
    water was cold, the way it gets a couple of months
    after hurricane season has blown itself out, but I
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    hardly noticedNow the track beating across the
    water was bitter orange, and that was what I was
    looking at
    "Experiment, my ass," I said, and the water surged
    around meI rocked unsteadily on my feet, holding
    my arm out for balance
    Overhead a heron glided across the darkening sky,
    a silent long-neck projectile
    "Snooping is what it was, snooping is all it was,
    and I paid the priceIf I sort of felt like strangling her all
    over again, it was nobody's fault but my ownPeek
    not through a keyhole, lest ye be vexed, my dear
    old mother used to sayI peeked, I was vexed, end
    of storyIt was her life now, and what she did in
    it was her businessMy business was to drop it
    My question was whether or not I couldIt was
    harder than snapping your fingers; even than
    snapping the fingers of a hand that wasn't there
    A wave surged in, one big enough to knock me down
    For a moment I was under, and breathing waterI
    came up splutteringThe backrun tried to pull me
    out with the sand and shellsI pushed shoreward
    with my good foot, even kicking feebly with my bad
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    confused about some things, but I didn't want to
    drown in the Gulf of MexicoI wasn't confused
    about that
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    6:55 pm
    @@@@@How long until we were sure we
    @@@@@How long until we were sure we were
    safe?
    “I wonder what it's like here when it gets coldI can barely re-member feeling coldAnd what if
    it rains? It has to rain here sometime, doesn't it? With all these holes in the roof, it must get
    really wetWhere does everyone sleep then, I wonder“Maybe I'll get to find out
    Probably shouldn't bet on that, thoughAren't you curious at all? If you would wake up, you
    could get the answersMaybe I'll ask Ian about itIt's funny to imagine things
    changing here I guess summer can't last forever
    Her fingers fluttered for one second in my hand
    It took me by surprise because my mind had wandered away from the woman on the cot,
    beginning to sink into the melancholy that was always conveniently near these days
    I stared down at her; there was no change–the hand in mine was limp, her face still vacant
    Maybe I'd imagined the movement
    “Did I say something you were interested in? What was I talking about?” I thought quickly,
    watching her face“Was it the rain? Or was it the idea of change? Change? You've got a lot of
    that ahead of you, don't you? You have to wake up first, though
    Her face was empty, her hand motionless
    “So you don't care for changeCan't say that I blame youI don't want change to come, either
    Are you like me? Do you wish the summer could last?”
    If I hadn't been watching her face so closely, I wouldn't have seen the tiny flicker of her lids
    “You like summertime, do you?” I asked hopefully
    “Summer?”
    Her hand trembled
    “Is that your name–Summer? Summer? That's a pretty name
    Her hand tightened into a fist, and her lips par
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Polack fumbles through the pockets, pulls out some change
    The two boys sneak out of the alley, divide the money in front of a street light
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    Hold it outThe clapper comes down with surprising force on his palm, and he jumps
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    for pity's sake? Surely her grandfather wasn't here; please, God,
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    cakes
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    "You just say that because he smiled at us," Helen said scornfully
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    Couldn't you see that the ears were false? One of them had fallen
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    6:50 pm
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    decisions
    I hadn't moved an inch or relaxed a muscleThe Seeker leaned in, stretched up on her toes to
    put her face closer to mineHer voice turned low and smooth in an attempt to sound persuasive
    “Is that what you want, Wanderer? To lose? To fade away, erased by another awareness? To be
    no better than a host body?”
    I couldn't breatheYou won't beyou anymoreShe'll beat you, and you'll disappearMaybe
    someone will intervene Maybe they'll move you like they did KevinAnd you'll become some
    child named Melanie who likes to tinker with cars rather than compose musicOr whatever it is
    she does
    “The success rate is under twenty percent?” I whispered
    She nodded, trying to suppress a smile“You're losing yourself, WandererAll the worlds
    you've seen, all the experiences you've collected–they'll be for nothingI saw in your file that
    you have the potential for MotherhoodIf you gave yourself to be a Mother, at least all that
    would not be entirely wastedWhy throw yourself away? Have you considered Motherhood?”
    I jerked away from her, my face flushing
    “I'm sorry,” she muttered, her face darkening, too
    “I have to, Wanderer
    “Why do you care so much about a few spare humans? Why? How do you justify yourjob
    anymore? We've won! It's time for you to join society and do something productive!”
    My questions, my implied accusations, did not ruffle her
    “Wherever the fringes of their world touch ours there is death She spoke the words
    peacefully, and for a moment I glimpsed a different person in her fa
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    7:20 pm
    @@@@@Then Wireman asked, "Was Elizabeth falling
    @@@@@Then Wireman asked,
    "Was Elizabeth falling out of that pony-trap
    really an accident? What's your best guess?"
    I tried to clear my mindThis stuff was important,
    too
    "My best guess is that it wasWhen she woke up,
    she suffered from amnesia, aphasia, and God knows
    what else as a result of brain injuries that were
    beyond diagnosis in 1925Painting was more than
    her therapy; she was a genuine prodigy, and she
    was her own first great artworkThe housekeeper -
    Nan Melda - was also amazedThere was that story
    in the paper, and presumably everyone who read it
    856
    was amazed over breakfastbut you know how
    people are-"
    "What amazes you at breakfast is forgotten by
    lunch," Wireman said
    "Jesus," Jack said, "if I'm as cynical as you two
    when I get old, I think I'll turn in my badge
    "That's Jesus-Krispies to you, son," Wireman said,
    and actually laughedIt was a stunned sound, but
    there
    "Everyone's interest began to wane," I said"And
    that was probably true for Elizabeth, as wellI
    mean, who gets bored quicker than a three-yearold?"
    "Only puppies and parakeets," Wireman said
    "A creative burn at three," Jack said, bemused
    "Fucking awesome concept I stopped, for a
    moment unable to go on
    "Edgar?" Wireman asked quietly"All right?"
    I wasn't, but I had to beIf I wasn't, Tom would
    only be the beginning"It's just that he looked
    good at the galleryGood, you know? Like he'd put
    it all together againIf not for her meddling-"
    857
    "I know," Wireman said"Drink some of your water,
    muchacho
    I drank some of my water, and forced myself back
    to the business at h
    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    6:54 pm
    @@@@@It did not suit his 50 Mansfield
    @@@@@It did not suit his
    50
    Mansfield Park
    sense of propriety, and he was silenced, till induced by further smiles
    and liveliness to put the matter by for the presentBertram,” said she, “I have tidings of my harp at lastI am
    assured that it is safe at Northampton; and there it has probably
    been these ten days, in spite of the solemn assurances we have so
    often received to the contrary Edmund expressed his pleasure and
    surprise“The truth is, that our inquiries were too direct; we sent a
    servant, we went ourselves: this will not do seventy miles from London;
    but this morning we heard of it in the right wayIt was seen by
    some farmer, and he told the miller, and the miller told the butcher,
    and the butcher’s son-in-law left word at the shop
    “I am very glad that you have heard of it, by whatever means, and
    hope there will be no further delay
    “I am to have it to-morrow; but how do you think it is to be
    conveyed? Not by a wagon or cart: oh no! nothing of that kind
    could be hired in the villageI might as well have asked for porters
    and a handbarrow
    “You would find it difficult, I dare say, just now, in the middle of a
    very late hay harvest, to hire a horse and cart?”
    “I was astonished to find what a piece of work was made of it! To
    want a horse and cart in the country seemed impossible, so I told
    my maid to speak for one directly; and as I cannot look out of my
    dressing-closet without seeing one farmyard, nor walk in the shrubbery
    without passing another, I thought it would be only ask and
    have, and was rather grieved that I could not give the advantage to
    allGuess my surprise, when I found that I had been asking the
    most unreasonable, most impossible thing in the world; had offended
    all the farmers, all the labourers, all the hay in the parish! As
    for DrGrant’s bailiff, I believe I had better keep out of his way; and
    my brother-in-law himself, who is all kindness in general, looked
    rather black upon me when he found what I had been at
    “You could not be expected to have thought on the subject before;
    but when you do think of it, you must see the importance of
    getting in the grassThe hire of a cart at any time might not be so
    easy as you suppose: our farmers are not in the habit of letting
    them out; but, in harvest, it must be quite out of their power to
    spare a horse
    51
    Jane Austen
    “I shall understand all your ways in time; but, coming down with
    the true London maxim, that everything is to be got with money, I
    was a little embarrassed at first by the sturdy independence of your
    country customsHowever, I am to have my harp fetched to-morrow
    Henry, who is good-nature itself, has offered to fetch it in his
    baroucheWill it not be honourably conveyed?”
    Edmund spoke of the harp as his favourite instrument, and hoped
    to be soon allowed to hear herFanny had never heard the harp at
    all, and wished for it very much
    “I shall be most happy to play to you both,” said Miss Crawford;
    “at least as long as you can like to listen: probably much longer, for
    I dearly love music myself, and where the natural taste is equal the
    player must always be best off, for she is gratified in more ways than
    oneBertram, if you write to your brother, I entreat you
    to tell him that my harp is come: he heard so much of my misery
    about itAnd you may say, if you please, that I shall prepare my
    most plaintive airs against his return, in compassion to his feelings,
    as I know his horse will lose
    “If I write, I will say whatever you wish me; but I do not, at present,
    foresee any occasion for writing
    “No, I dare say, nor if he were to be gone a twelvemonth, would
    you ever write to him, nor he to you, if it could be helpedThe
    occasion would never be foreseen
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    6:57 pm
    @@@@@ “You stampeded then,” said Casset, making
    @@@@@
    “You stampeded then,” said Casset, making a statement
    “It was the only thing I could think of, and one of the few things this goddamned cane is good
    for other than keeping me uprightI cracked every shin and kneecap I could see and lanced a few
    stomachs and titsWe got out of the circle, but that poor woman was killed
    “How did you figure it—do you figure it?” asked Valentino
    “I just don’t know, ValIt was a trap, no question about that, but what kind of trap? If what I
    thought then and what I think now are correct, how could a hired marksman miss at that distance?
    The shot came from my upper left—not that I necessarily heard it—but the position of the woman
    and the blood all over her throat indicated that she had turned and caught the bullet in her body
    swingIt couldn’t have come from the gallery; those guns are chained and the massive hemorrhage
    in her neck was caused by a far larger caliber than any of the toys thereIf the killer wanted to take
    out either Mo Panov or me, his telescopic cross hairs wouldn’t be that far off the markNot if my
    thinking is rightConklin,” interjected the DCI, “meaning the assassin, Carlos the Jackal
    “Carlos?” exclaimed DeSole“What in heaven’s name has the Jackal to do with a killing in
    Baltimore?”
    “Jason Bourne,” answered Casset
    “Yes, I gather that, but this is all terribly confusing! Bourne was a scum hit man out of Asia who
    moved to Europe to challenge Carlos and lostAs the director just said, he went back to the Far
    East and was killed four or five years ago, yet Alex talks as if he’s still alive, that he and someone
    named Panov got telegrams from himWhat in God’s name does a dead scumball and the
    world’s most elusive assassin have to do with last night?”
    “You weren’t here a few minutes ago, Steve,” again Casset answered quietly“Apparently they
    had a lot to do with last night
    “I think you should start at the beginning, MrConklin,” said the director“Who is Jason
    Bourne?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    19
    “As the world knew him, a man who never existed,” replied the former intelligence officer
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    20
    3
    “The original Jason Bourne was garbage, a paranoid drifter from Tasmania who found his way into
    the Vietnam war as part of an operation no one wants to acknowledge even todayIt was a
    collection of killers, misfits, smugglers and thieves, mostly escaped criminals, many under death
    sentences, but they knew every inch of Southeast Asia and operated behind enemy lines—funded
    by us
    “Medusa,” whispered Steven DeSoleThey were animals, killing wantonly
    without reason or authorization and stealing millions
    “Most, not all,” said Conklin
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    7:11 pm
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    choose the occasion to be seen," Charlotte told herNow she gazed
    around the huge hall inside the entrance and understood why
    Charlotte
    wanted them to be hereEverything was imposingly grand-the space,
    the
    staff, the guests, the controlled hushed busynessShe lifted ladies omega constellation her
    chin, then followed the porter up the half-flight to the first floor,
    the most desirable of desirablesThough Scarlett did not know it, she
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    know her at onceShe is extremely beautiful, and she carries her
    head
    like an empress In addition to the suite, a private drawing room was
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    went down for teaThe finished portrait stood on a brass easel in a
    corner of the green brocaded roomScarlett looked at it with
    wonder
    Did she really look like that? That woman wasn't afraid of anything,
    and she felt as nervous as a catShe followed Charlotte downstairs in
    a dazeCharlotte identified some of the people at gucci watch bangle other tables in the
    sumptuous lounge"You'll meet them all eventuallyAfter you're
    presented, you'll serve tea and coffee in your drawing room every
    afternoonPeople will bring people to meet you Who? Scarlett
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    bring? But she didn't botherCharlotte always knew what she was
    doingThe only thing Scarlett gucci women watches needed to be responsible for was not
    getting tangled up in her train when she backed away after her
    presentationSims were going to coach her with a
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    envelope bearing the Chamberlain's seal was delivered to the hotel the
    day after Scarlett arrived
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    meaning to the phrasefter all the planets and all the hosts you've left behind, you've finally
    found the place and the body seamaster omega you'd die forI think you've found your home, Wanderer
    I didn't have the energy to open my lips anymoreoo bad I didn't get to stay here longer, then
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    My steps began to falterMy muscles screamed out to me for mercy, as if I had any means to
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